1000-900’s, 800’s, 700’s, 600’s, 500’s, 400’s, 300’s, 200’s, 199-110, 109-20
109 Feeling possessive and controlling
108 Have so much to do – become paralyzed
107 Not Enough/Fear I Haven’t accomplished enough, done enough,
106 Fear things won’t work out the way we want. I am overwhelmed
with so much to do. I can’t do it. I can’t be safe. I prefer to do my own will
and designs. If I do this I won’t progress and then I will be safe from
accountability.
105 Being double minded
104 Acidic Deep seeded anger in ______________ (Fill in the
blank)
103 Fear of being told no. Not wanting to be told no, so the
question is asked in a way that is misleading or has deception.
102 Busy
taking all the rules to the extreme, telling people what they need to be doing
and not doing according to what we think is the right action. Being in
delegation mode not following through with the action. Having an over
abundant feeling that something is wrong!! Guilty for feeling an abundance
of love and happiness, whether toward people or blessings caught not following
their own false perceptional rules. These are created generationally. (Living
in poverty thinking) Carrying on our ancestor’s personal life experiences,
feeling as if it is a tradition that we are to pass on. The other extreme is to
use God’s blessings without a sense of moderation and respect, spending so
excessively with extreme indulgence as if there is an endless supply. Using
things or people to create our sense of security. Can’t allow to feel too
deeply or I might get hurt. Possible words to change this could come from #242,
466 & 816
101 Fear of things getting out of control Worry building up to
the point that one moves to fear and then steps into Fear of not being able to
control the situation.
100 Fear/Vulnerable Punitive, Frightening, Anxiety, Withdrawal.
Creating a trapped emotion, (Post Traumatic Stress)
99 My needs don’t matter No one is willing to help me. I am
never going to amount to much.
98 I am overworked and under paid. I struggle. I settle for
much lower than I can accomplish.
97 Shunned, Almost Obsolete, rarely appreciated, esteemed, or
respected. Coming from a feeling that we have missed out.
96 Disappointed in self. Afraid to show the real me.
95 A warring, divided heart between forgiving and justice. Stuck
in limbo. Questioning, Indecisive can’t make a forgiving decision. Hurt deeply,
Afraid that if I forgive, I could be hurt over and over again. Also, if I let
this hurt go they will be free from the wrong they have committed against me.
Justice might not be paid.
94 Feeling disqualified and taken down in the game of life.
“Ask, what steps am I going to take to get back in the game of life?” Clear
with 624
93 Unfulfilled desired longings. A wanting to be desired and
adored.
92 Overwhelmed, Bewilder, confused, surprised. Holding onto
unpleasant memories.
91 The Feeling to run from a problem Fight or flight
90 Frustrated Misunderstanding, discourage, dishearten, depress,
inhibit, prevent, stymie
89 Cynical Feelings of hopeless and helpless, Creates
destructive behavior. Cynical “forcing outcome.” When one steps into “force”
this energy is transmitted.
88 Acting like I truly don’t care and that the struggle is not bothering me or holding me back. Giving the impression that I can handle everything and that I don’t need any help, when in reality I do.
87 Overburdened. Feeling that life is too heavy. Feeling like I am carrying rocks in a
backpack…a backpack that goes everywhere with me. I am not free to put it down or let it go.
86 Refusing to see the beauty in life, over whelming fear of the
future.
85 Worry Torment, Nervous, Apprehension, Fretting, unable to
love and support self.
84 Doubt. Feels like a loss of someone or something loved.
Be open to Move up to 266, 711
83 Giving up or quitting, frustrated with the process, Feelings
of resistance.
82 Living in the past longing to return to the security of
by-gone years. Fear of getting older.
81 Feeling similar to a child who is feeling left out…. whining
that “nobody loves me, everyone hates me.” Can’t see how to create or get
what I want. Longing to feel a part of something. Not feeling
important or respected. Everyone would be better off if I wasn’t around.
80 Self-righteous/self-torment A feeling of being in a large
hole, and not having the confidence it takes to step out.
79 Stiff-necked, rebellion, hardhearted, Stubborn, to others
ruling over them Continuous looping over a certain situation. The tapes in the
mind are repeating over and over creating slavery. Moves to 816.
78 Bewildered and feeling like I am being taken advantage of.
Feeling excluded or exploited which will stop my motivation for productivity.
Unbending bullheadedness. Move to 336
77 Mis-using space Manipulating agencies through force. Can see
no way to receive help. The tapes in the mind are repeating over and over in a
complaining whining manner. This wears you down.
76 Resentment Holding on to past grudges. Not forgiving,
forgetting, or releasing. The tapes in the mind are repeating over and over
creating control.
75 Grief Disdainful, Tragic, Regret, Despondency, Frustrated
about life and the future.
74 Melancholy-fatigued
73 Feelings of hate taking form. Difficult to push through.
Feels like an invisible net holding you back. (feeling forced to live in
another’s expectation). 814 is the opposite
72 Unwilling to budge, unyielding, selfish, (some people can be
a tyrant) who will not give of themselves. (This can show up as feelings
about another person or myself. How I might see a past or current
situation)
71 Inner conflicts surfacing. Overpowering, and unworthy. Root
of OCD and CDOP (Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder)
70 Unsettled nerves over the chance of being discovered for
misdeeds. Our old habits get settled inside of us, this is why they want to be buried.
The unsettled feeling that comes up when a bad habit is discovered.
69 Brutality Premeditated, going to all ends to get even.
Attention seeking.
68 Discord in the hearts of children. Feeling burned out, my
energy is drained, my plate is full and I can’t take anything else on.
67 Suffering
66 Sly- Mischievous. Lack of honesty
65 Projecting a feeling of competition or competitiveness and
being thoughtless. I am feeling pulled, drained
64 Clogged emotional filters unable to eliminate emotions
efficiently. Old poisons/perceptions of my mind. (833)
63 Giving excuses for my poor choices Justification, vindictive
Blamer. Produce pity and deplete the other persons energy, preying upon their
empathy. Going for a shock value. Negative Martyr. Searching for some form of
identity and sense of importance. The false perception that one will Never be
able to catch up to being worthy.
62 Rejecting the visualization of what you don’t want to accept.
Affects the vision to be able to see what we do want.
61 Feelings of disgust with ourselves or something from the past
59-60 Feeling Worthless, I am not recognizing my worth, “I feel
that I am unloved”
57-58 Blame my lack of abilities
56 Intimidation
55 Fearing life ungrounded. Disconnection from Earth.
54 Inability to trust life or the people in it.
53 Critical Criticizing, judgmental
52 Unvalued Obsolete, not appreciated, not esteemed,
un-respected
51 I will never measure up.
50 Apathy Condemning, Hopeless, Despair, Abdication
49 Feelings of spite and vindictiveness Unwilling to move
forward.
48 The feeling that you are wrapped in chains, unable to move.
The effects of a Post-Traumatic Stress. 924 is the opposite.
47 Super Denial Denying personal responsibility (absolute)
46 Lack of enthusiasm Working without God
45 Swallowed Emotional Hurts
44 Selfish desires lead to Holding one back in deprivation This
is a looping blockage. It allows the person to see the deprivation and then
feel helpless to do anything about it. (693 will help to overcome)
43 Blocked Mental thinking that says, “I cannot be a righteous
person, and also succeed at my goals.” Focusing on thoughts that are
destructive toward your personal progress. “Who am I to
succeed?”, “People like me never get what they want.” Feeling that my
Nerves are frazzled. Thinking that to succeed I will have to be sly and
sneaky; or I’ll never get ahead.
42 Ignoring it will make it all go away. Good intentions are
diverted by escaping into nonproductive activates. Lethargy, drained of all
energy.
41 Powerless- feeling controlled by something
40 Impulsive need to be in control Creates an attitude that
feels like it must be the boss. Very extreme and authoritative. Using its
abilities to enforce and demand obedience from self and others.
39 Feeling the depth of misery brought on by the result or
effect of an unhelpful personal choice or cause.
38 Afraid to go forward on my own. Need someone to go before me,
I am afraid of my perfect path. Use these focus words and phrases to change
this thought process.336, 353, 383, 388, 398, 333, 433, 663, 743, 733, 633,
36-37 Refusing to hear one’s inner voice. A tendency to carry
extra weight on the thighs which represents the inner struggle, and weight
associated with carrying feelings of frustration about moving forward in life.
I feel like I am not capable. Change this mindset with 449
35 Using Food or addictive substances to swallow my
frustrations. Stress eating.
34 Non-helpful habits. Need to punish self.
33 Social Suicide An attitude that destroys
relationships Go to 716
32 Socially invisible
32 lonely, lost, all alone
31 Debilitating, underserving, fear of making a decision and
planning, unable to act and freezing up because of a fear. I am unable to act
steps that create the outcome one one’s vision.
30 Guilt Vindictive, Evil, Blame, Destruction
29 Worthless Not knowing that I am here, non-existent
28 Deceived
27 Vindictive
26 Repressed anger at being restricted. repressing anger
25 Splitting from true self to survive. A separation of the real
me and taking on a false self, to feel accepted.
24 Depths of despair No one cares, I am left alone in a storm.
23 I am rejected I am not wanted, and I do not want myself.
22 Over sensitive. Taking on other’s problems and feeling like I
have to carry all of their problems.
21Feeling Invisible
20 Shame Despising, Miserable, Humiliation, Elimination
(BELOW 20) Giving up of one’s agency, stuck in a pattern of
blame.
109 Feeling posessive and controlling
108 Have so much to do – become paralyzed
107 Not Enough/Fear I Haven’t accomplish enough, done enough,
106 Fear things won’t work out the way we want. I am overwhelmed with so much to do. I can’t do it. I can’t be safe. I prefer to do my own will and designs. If I do this I won’t progress and then I will be safe from accountability.
105 Being double minded
104 Acidic Deep seeded anger in ______________(Fill in the blank)
103 Fear of being told no. Not wanting to be told no, so the question is asked in a way that is misleading or has deception.
101-102 Fear of things getting out of control Worry building up to the point that one moves to fear and then steps into Fear of not being able to control the situation.
100 Fear/Vulnerable Punitive, Frightening, Anxiety, Withdrawal. Creating a trapped emotion, (Post Traumatic Stress)
99 My needs don’t matter No one is willing to help me.. I am never going to amount to much.
98 I am overworked and under paid. I struggle. I settle for much lower than I can accomplish.
97 Shunned,Almost Obsolete, rarely appreciated, esteemed, or respected. Coming from a feeling that we have missed out.
96 Disappointed in self. Afraid to show the real me.
95 A warring, divided heart between forgiving and justice. Stuck in limbo. Questioning, Indecisive can’t make a forgiving decision. Hurt deeply, Afraid that if I forgive, I could be hurt over and over again. Also, if I let this hurt go they will be free from the wrong they have committed against me. Justice might not be paid.
94 Feeling disqualified and taken down in the game of life. “Ask, what steps am I going to take to get back in the game of life?” Clear with 624
93 Unfulfilled desired longings. A wanting to be desired and adored.
92 Overwhelmed, Bewilder, confused, surprised. Holding onto unpleasant memories.
91 The Feeling to run from a problem Fight or flight
90 Frustrated Misunderstanding, discourage, dishearten, depress, inhibit, prevent, stymie
89 Cynical Feelings of hopeless and helpless, Creates destructive behavior. Cynical “forcing outcome.” When one steps into “force” this energy is transmitted.
88 Acting like I truly don’t care….
87 Over burdened. Feeling that life is too heavy. Rocks in the back pack.
86 Refusing to see the beauty in life, over whelming fear of the future.
85 Worry Torment, Nervous, Apprehension, Fretting, unable to love and support self.
84 Doubt. Feels like a loss of someone or something loved. Be open to Move up to 266, 711
83 Giving up or quitting, frustrated with the process, Feelings of resistance.
82 Living in the past longing to return to the security of by-gone years. Fear of getting older.
81 Feeling similar to a child who is feeling left out…. whinning that “nobody loves me, everyone hates me.” Can’t see how to create or get what I want. Longing to feel a part of something. Not feeling important or respected. Everyone would be better of if I wasn’t around.
80 Self righteous/self-torment A feeling of being in a large hole, and not having the confidence it takes to step out.
79 Stiff-necked, rebellion, hardhearted, Stubborn, to others ruling over them Continuous looping over a certain situation. The tapes in the mind are repeating over and over creating slavery. Moves to 816.
78 Bewildered blow out the flame Felt taken advantage of excluded, exploited, stops the flame of productivity. Unbending bullheadedness. Move to 336
77 Mis-using space Manipulating agency through force. Can see no way to receive help. The tapes in the mind are repeating over and over in a complaining whining manner. This wears you down.
76 Resentment Holding on to past grudges. Not forgiving, forgetting, or releasing. The tapes in the mind are repeating over and over creating control.
75 Grief Disdainful, Tragic, Regret, Despondency, Frustrated about life and the future.
74 Melancholy-fatigued
73 Feelings of hate taking form. Difficult to push through. Feels like an invisible net holding you back. (feeling forced to live in another’s expectation) . 814 is the opposite
72 Unwilling to budge, unyielding, selfish, (some people can be a tyrant) who will not give of themselves. (This can show up as feelings about another person or myself. How I might see a past or current situation)
71 Inner conflicts surfacing. Overpowering, and unworthy. Root of OCD and CDOP (Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder)
70 Unsettled nerves over the chance of being dicovered for misdeeds. Our old habits get settled inside of us, this is why they want to be burried. The unsettled feeling that comes up when a bad habit is discovered.
69 Brutality Premeditated, going to all ends to get even. Attention seeking.
68 Discord in the hearts of children. Feeling burned out, my energy is drained, my plate is full and I can’t take anything else on.
67 Suffering
66 Sly- Mischievous. Lack of honesty
65 The projection of Competition and competitivness Thoughtless, feeling pulled, drained
64 Clogged emotional filters unable to eliminate emotions efficiently. Old poisions/perceptions of my mind. (833)
63 Giving excuses for my poor choices Justification, vindictive Blamer. Produce pity and deplete the other persons energy, preying upon their empathy. Going for a shock value. Negative Martyr. Searching for some form of identity and sense of importance. The false perception that one will Never be able to catch up to being worhty.
62 Rejecting the visualization of what you don’t want to accept. Affects the vision to be able to see what we do want.
61 Feelings of disgust Disgust with ourselves or something from the past
59-60 Feeling Worthless, I am not recognizing my worth, “I feel that I am unloved”
57-58 Blame my lack of abilities
56 Intimidation Top dog
55 Fearing life ungrounded. Disconnection from Earth.
54 Inability to trust life or the people in it.
53 Critical Criticizing, judgmental
52 Unvalued Obsolete, not appreciated, not esteemed, un-respected
51 I will never measure up.
50 Apathy Condemning, Hopeless, Despair, Abdication
49 Feelings of spite and vendictiveness Unwilling to move forward.
48 The feeling that you are wrapped in chains, unable to move. The effects of a Post Traumatic Stress. 924 is the opposite.
47 Super Denial Denying personal responsibility (absolute)
46 Lack of enthusiasm Working with out God
45 Swallowed Emotional Hurts
44 Selfish desires lead to Holding one back in deprivation This is a looping blockage. It allows the person to see the deprivation and then feel helpless to do anything about it. (693 will help to overcome)
43 Blocked Mental thinking that says, “I can not be a righteous person, and also succeed at my goals.” Focusing on thoughts that are destructive toward your personal progress. “Who am I to succeed?”, “People like me never get what they want.” Feeling that my Nerves are frazzled. Thinking that to succeed I will have to be sly and sneaky; or I’ll never get ahead.
42 Ignoring it will make it all go away. Good intentions are diverted by escaping into non productive activates. Lethargy, drained of all energy.
41 Powerless- feeling controlled by something
40 Impulsive need to be in control Creates an attitude that feels like it must be the boss. Very extreme and authoritative. Using it’s abilities to enforce and demand obedience from self and others.
39 Feeling the depth of misery brought on by the result or effect of an unhelpful personal choice or cause.
38 Afraid to go forward on my own. Need someone to go before me, I am afraid of my perfect path. Use these focus words and phrases to change this thought process.336, 353, 383, 388, 398, 333, 433, 663, 743, 733, 633,
36-37 Refusing to hear ones inner voice Carrying extra weight on the thighs. Carry feelings of frustration about moving forward in life.
35 Using Food or addictive substances to swallow my frustrations. Stress eating..
34 Non-helpful habits. Need to punish self.
33 An attitude that destroys relationships Go to 716
31-32 lonely, lost, all alone
30 Guilt Vindictive, Evil, Blame, Destruction
29 Worthless Not knowing that I am here, non-existant
28 Decieved
27 Vindictive
26 Repressed anger at being restricted. repressing anger
25 Spliting from true self to survive. A separation of the real me and taking on a false self, to feel accepted.
24 Depths of despair No one cares, I am left alone in a storm. .
23 I am rejected I am not wanted, and I do not want myself.
22 Over sensitive
21Feeling Invisible
20 Shame Despising, Miserable, Humiliation, Elimination
4-5 Giving up of ones agency, stuck in a pattern of blame